I Wish I Were

I wish I were dancing
Floating across the floor
She is wearing a gown
I, a suit
The music, sweet and melodious
Finds me twirling in a fantasy land
Filled with happiness
Laughter
Love
Her warm embrace
Tickles my senses
And my heart surges forward
And then
As I am looking into her eyes
Searching every corner of her perfect soul
I stop
And realize that I’m not in a ballroom
Not in a suit
I’m just standing, staring into her eyes
And I’m in Love.

Need To Figure Out Something For Rhonda & I

I need to spend some quality time with Rhonda. Being at home with the grandkids is nice but I need to setup something so that Rhonda and I can get away for awhile and spend some REAL quality time together. It is killing me to have to share our time with everyone else. All I want is a weekend alone with her. Maybe I can sort out a weekend down the cape or even a local hotel just so we can be alone. I need and desire this time right now. Rhonda if you are reading this, then your thoughts would be great on the idea.

This Weekend Is Going To Suck

Friday after work Rhonda is going out with her friend Missie for the evening and won’t be home till late. Then I get to spend a bit of time with her on Saturday morning before I drop her off at the train station so she can go to work. She will then be spending the night over her sister’s house because she has a shower to go to on Sunday afternoon at 11am for a brunch. She then has to be at work at 3pm on sunday and won’t be home till late on sunday night. This means that I will only get to see her on Satuday before she goes to work. What a sucky weekend it will be.

Why Does This Always Happen?

Last night was a good night to start. Rhonda and I got home from work. We both took showers and then went to our dart league. It was a nice night. Rhonda and I got along great (No Fights) We Won 10 – 1 even though most of the opposing team wasn’t there. We hate to win like that but it is what it is. Anyways Rhonda and I left and we both had full intentions of going to bed and making love last night. The ride was nice BUT then I saw the highway sign that said I-95 shutdown at the Mass Turnpike due to an accident. We got up to the accident site quicker than I thought. I figured we would just go around it. Well the only exit was the one for route 20 and I don’t know how to get around using that exit. To make a long story shorter we sat there with the car off and the lights out for just over an hour. This made it about 1am and we were both tired. We got home and I knew that the mood was ruined at that point. I was hoping that I could put her back in the mood but that wasn’t happening. By the time we got to bed it was almost 1:30am and we both had to work ing the morning. I asked her if there was any chance of us having a bit of fun and just dealing with work tired but she said No. I respected that and just cuddled up to her and we went to sleep. My question is, “Why does this always happen to me when she is in the mood for love like she was last night”? She went to bed mostly mad that it was too late to Make Love to me. Damn she wanted to make love and not have SEX. I totally prefer making love with my wife than just having plain SEX. Making love is just so much more intimate than plain SEX. Not that I mind a great romp in the sack with her. Well hopefully we will both be in the mood tonight. I’m going to try to NOT let anything happen to ruin it tonight.

Roses Are Red

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
What can I say,
I’m in love with you,
So plz take my hand
And walk beside me and
We’ll be together
For Eternity

This Is How My Wife Makes Me Feel

She makes me jump for joy she makes me so happy.

Well One Of Our Fears Is Gone

Rhonda and I had a bit of a scare (Well for her anyways). We thought she might be pregnant. Now I would have no problem with this but due to, let’s just say past problems, she was a bit worried about it. She took the test this morning and it turns out that we are not pregnant. She breathed a sigh of relief about this. I was actually a bit disappointed to be honest. I know why she was scared, but I told her that if she was that we would deal with it and raise a beautiful child together. She already knows I would love to have another baby. This is not something that is out of the question though. Even though it turned out to be negative, I told her, well asked her if we could try to have another. I would love to be a father again and have the chance at doing it right this time. The thing I think she is worried about the most to be honest is the fact that my sisters wedding is coming up in September and Rhonda is in the wedding as a bridesmaid and she would be about 7 months pregnant. I know that this isn’t something that she wants at this time. I can respect that. We’ll see what happens. I do want to talk to her more about it. We did talk a bit about it yesterday and like she said “It’s not easy for her to get pregnant right now” and she is afraid that artificial insemination will give us twins or more and that we don’t want.